The story I am about to unfold, my dear reader, is a journey into my chaotic soul?An intense and moving love story, which describes a forty-year voyage into the soul of a troubled, delicate, breathtaking beauty?a phenomenally intelligent woman who was struck by an excruciating obsession in the form of her high school sweetheart, a talented athlete and musician named Roy, who was banished at a crucial moment from her life by her protective father. "I woke up to a new reality? ?my life would never be the same again.?"As Lisa becomes sober, still devastated by the loss of the love of her life, she takes a new name, creates an alter ego, and enters law school. Battling life, pursuing a career as a successful criminal lawyer, marrying a man she does not love, raising a child born for all the wrong reasons, Lisa keeps the memory of Roy in her heart, dreaming of the day they?ll reunite. The years pass and her obsession becomes pathetic even to her; yet she clings to it vehemently.